i want to go here

over and over i've been trying to convince my mom to believe in my dream and help me pursue it by helping me pay to get into this place. but of course she wants me in medical field smh no not my passion. music is! and with out her help i have no money to go here so ive decided to join the navy. i should've just done this years ago right when i turned 18. i just thought i'd have other options blaaah and it just made me waste four years of my life. thats as much as i plan to be in the navy i could've been done by now daaang! but its ok im willing to accept the fact i messed up by not having better plans for my future and now i got them *cheese* lol what ever it takes.