Lesson Learned. [[STOLEN]] HAHA

i decided to follow a girl on twitter because everybody was trippin about her pic on twitpic.com i mean hey what guy doesnt want to follow a sexy azz on twitter?? right?? so i did and she posted a tweet saying check out my blog and blah blah i came across one blog i liked because i felt it meant a lot to me like it is what im going through. so i tried to tell her thanks for posting that blog it meant something to me. but she jus replies with one word smh people can be so arrogant these days lol. but its ok so what did i do?? i stole it bwahaha and i decided to unfollow her it doesnt matter because she has plenty of followers anyways. but yeah ill share it with you. its called lesson learned.

For one to progress it is very essential for he/she to embrace change. Oftentimes this necessary change consists of letting go of things that hinder an individual from moving forward. A lot of times one will cling to certain feelings with the thought that they will work out. We try to stroke our egos and call this "giving the benefit of the doubt" in hopes that something or someone will 'come around'. This hinders progress. Continuing to hold onto habits, practices, people and desires of the past stops progression emotionally and psychologically. Emotionally, as your heart wants to keep practicing a certain activity, loving this individual or playing this game, it is being cluttered by old feelings making it impossible for new emotions to take place. Psychologically (using the above stated examples), as your mind is stayed on how you can continue to practice this activity, make this person love you in return, or proceed in playing this game you can't focus on what life has for your present/future. This future can not possibly be bright if the clouds of past experiences/people/desires are always hovering your emotions and thoughts.

Don't forget who you were, what you wanted, nor who you loved. But it's important to remember why you left it/them. If it/they left you then most likely, it was not meant to be. It is even more important for you not to let your past stop you from your future. You can not continue to hope that something will work out when it is gone; DON'T DO IT. What has ended is over for a reason. Accept this fact and progress. You can not retake the test. Get the F and let it be a lesson to study like the test actually matters. You can not make them love you like they used to. Let that lost love be a lesson to cherish the love you have. Live life! Learn from the lessons it (life) teaches you and progress.What/Who is holding you back? The more important question is, what/who are you letting hold you back? Progress is essential so make it happen.

Dear Mom and Dad

i know you're both worried about me and the direction ive mistakenly chose to go with my education but all i need you both to do now is believe in me. i want to finish school and with that i also want you two to not stress about how i plan to achieve my goals. the both of you know where my hearts really at though which is music. i know that scares you because i understand that in your minds you dont see how can i ever become the person i see in my dreams who will be born for the future. but again all i ask is for the both of you to believe in me. ever since then and now the only happiness i can have is to pursue what ive been wanting to be my whole life; your son who will be the successful c.e.o. of the biggest music label in music history. the medical field is not a bad idea so i will continue your wishes to have my education u can count on that but you have to also understand i am 22 years young! i am still at an age where a lot off people older than that still keep searching of finding themselves when i at a young age already did a long time ago. i cant stand the stressful pressure your putting me in when im still so young. yes i am an adult and you two are getting older but isnt it fair to stay positive for me and for the both of you so that the air we breathe and place we live in can be around positivity in order to reach success? yes it is! i beg you two for the love i know you guys have for to do just that for me. i promise i will achieve all my goals and dreams and fulfill the whole you thought wasnt filled. i am not lost nor i am not unchallenged. i had to understand what i was going through and now i do and ive found a way to fix it. i love you mom and dad and thank you for caring for me and giving me the best life possible i promise i will show you what i can do and make the both of you proud with no regrets. finishing school is first on the list. dont worry i will make your dreams come true with that. and after that...its my turn.