Friday, July 3, 2009

Dear Mom and Dad

i know you're both worried about me and the direction ive mistakenly chose to go with my education but all i need you both to do now is believe in me. i want to finish school and with that i also want you two to not stress about how i plan to achieve my goals. the both of you know where my hearts really at though which is music. i know that scares you because i understand that in your minds you dont see how can i ever become the person i see in my dreams who will be born for the future. but again all i ask is for the both of you to believe in me. ever since then and now the only happiness i can have is to pursue what ive been wanting to be my whole life; your son who will be the successful c.e.o. of the biggest music label in music history. the medical field is not a bad idea so i will continue your wishes to have my education u can count on that but you have to also understand i am 22 years young! i am still at an age where a lot off people older than that still keep searching of finding themselves when i at a young age already did a long time ago. i cant stand the stressful pressure your putting me in when im still so young. yes i am an adult and you two are getting older but isnt it fair to stay positive for me and for the both of you so that the air we breathe and place we live in can be around positivity in order to reach success? yes it is! i beg you two for the love i know you guys have for to do just that for me. i promise i will achieve all my goals and dreams and fulfill the whole you thought wasnt filled. i am not lost nor i am not unchallenged. i had to understand what i was going through and now i do and ive found a way to fix it. i love you mom and dad and thank you for caring for me and giving me the best life possible i promise i will show you what i can do and make the both of you proud with no regrets. finishing school is first on the list. dont worry i will make your dreams come true with that. and after that...its my turn.